✧･ﾟ:*(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ✧ Happy Mothers Day!!!!! ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* \(◕‿◕✿)/ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧
I love my mom so much, and am so unbelievably blessed to be her daughter! I wouldn’t have it any other way, I was truly lucky to be adopted by this outstanding woman <3 I’m glad me and Katie were able to give her such a great birthday/ mothers day! We bought her an emerald necklace, hella expensive flowers (for my wallet anyway, but shes worth it), a funny card and delicious ice cream cupcakes from Coldstone. Oh! We also took her out to eat at Panera (: I’d call that a success!
Why of all times does this have to happen :0
welp dropped my phone in the toilet…. this sucks. It’s currently submerged in rice, I’m gonna let it sit for the next day, I hope it works when I turn it back on, I don’t want to have to buy another one. This would happen right before I am about to leave for Cali in the next week. Q_Q
Im always conflicted when I want to follow someone on both of my blogs. I only follow a few people (3-4 about) on my personal blog now, that i also follow on my anime blog cause they are just so magical fantastic and post some quality stuff that I find hilarious sooo they should feel special ‘cause I think they have awesome blogs! *o*
orange slices
roomates: *eating an orange*
roomate 1: did you suck on this nipple?
roomate 2: no, youd be able to tell if i did.
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me: wait, why the fuck are we calling orange slices nipples now?
roomate 2: idk i just went along with it hahahaha
me: omg
19
Happy birthday to me, hahaha this is one fugly cupcake but I wanted to draw a quick one before I go and get ready for tonight. Idk the colors are weird and everything is just- I SUCK IM SORRY, maybe i shouldn’t have even tried at all colored it in. and I don’t even like frosting really and I put so much on it. Speaking of… I don’t even like cake too much, brownies is where its at but cupcakes are fun to draw. Well whatever. As you can see I turn 19 today! And a shoutout to my birthday twin Jon, I guess this cupcake is for him too! adsksafl i think im going to actually take my time later on since this literally took 5 minutes and attempt to make it look good.
"Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation. If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life. It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too. No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged." - Depression is not a synonym for being sad or having a bad day/bad week. (via visualcomplex)
(Source: sherunsfromdarkness, via edenrella)
complaining about being tired for the past hour and a half, wanting to just sleep when i get home- gets into bed ready to pass out… looks at phone, picks phone up, goes to tumblr app, casually blogs like it aint a thing HAHAHAhahahA okay i need to go to bed for real.
goodnight<3
x
my first thought was literally to blog about my food dilemma
guys i have a serious problem, i made two grilled cheeses thinking id still be hungry after the first one but im so full idk what to do, help
a. stuff my face with the other one despite me being full as fuck
b. throw the other one out even tho it looks perf omg ive never made a grilled cheese so beautiful before
